Sunday, November 30, 2008
sometimes i try really hard to make sure im doing things as correctly as i can.
but somehow people always read me wrongly
always speculating, always drawing conclusions about who i am
my intention was always innocent,
never in my agenda to be conniving.
my principle always simple - life is unpredictable, ill take it one step at a time. And so when God presented me an unexpectedly beautiful twist when i obeyed him, i thought all would be smooth sailing. It was at first, until speculation and idle talk slowly crept in - in spite our efforts to do things right, and slowly taking away the joy of enjoying something beautiful.
Now it has caused me to rethink my being transparent and my readiness to share my joy with people. I should have been more protective.
-11:47 PM
fly high and free.
