Monday, December 08, 2008
youth campppppppppp - SHAKE IT!
this youth camp was seriously so special. like it was so messed up, but because it messed up, everyone really bonded in the most unexpected ways. like the campsite sucked, so everyone started bringing out their speakers and blasting SHAKE IT and started dancing like retards. you should see the guys man they were dancing way more than me, mabel and nat usually do. everyone just like didnt care and started doing retarded stuff. its the MABELSERENENAT VIRUS! soon you'll catch the hsm virus :)
and when the rain came we had so much fun dunking each other in the rain.
when the mat for dog and bone tore apart we decided to get muddy and play soapy muddy dog and bone instead LOL. i was the dunker and THANK YOU JESUS NO ONE OWNED ME IN THE END. God's grace MUAHAHAHAHA.
when we didnt have the room for talent show the canteen turned out to be the awesomest stage for talent show.
in short the devil was trying (and failing repeatedly) to screw MANY MANY THINGS UP but oh my goodness it seriously backfired. (:
i could see the groups really bonding. everyone was like saying " my group is the best" but let me tell you, BLING OWNS. B L I N G! GET YOUR BLING ON. i love you bling! although i didnt get to spend much time with all of you, i think you have the best attire, best team culture (blingblingbling! blingaliciousssss), best team friendship, best chemistry (ahem), and BEST DANCE!!!! who cares if you all came in last, we needed the tissue cos we're so sad we had to part ways haha.
haha NOW IM ALLOWED TO BE BIASED, WHOEVER NOT HAPPY MINUS POINTS! (:
the best part? there was a major spiritual breakthrough. i never seen everyone wailing so loudly simultaneously. the whole room was filled with screaming and crying and more wailing. some were spasming haha it was quite freaky. i had such an encounter going through a thorough clean up session with God. wow and the devil was fighting hard and not letting me go. im so serious. my chest was hurting and i couldnt stop screaming. it was such a draining and weird encounter. i was pinned to the ground and i couldnt get up. i couldnt control my thoughts and it was like this bad movie playing in my head and then God telling my about His plans and purpose for my life but i was trapped with all the bitterness and unforgiveness i never knew i harboured deep down inside for so long. like cancer taking over my soul. i was perspiring continuously, couldnt stop sobbing so hard and i was screaming "ouch ouch ouch" and my whole face was red man. but when God was dealing with me, i couldnt help but keep screaming im sorry, jesus save me, im a sinner and etcetc.
it was so hard to confess all the crap in my life. but once i did, God completely healed me. He took away all my guilt and shame. i crossed the line of no return. no turning back. i belong to jesus.
but it was such a draining encounter, i think i lost 3 kg just from doing that. i didnt even notice the weight loss lah. when i came home, my mom was like why you lose so much weight at camp? and i went to look and the mirror, didnt believe it man. i went to weigh myself, freak im going to be the same weight as my sister and guess what my arms are as big as hers! okay major pig out tomorrow hahahahahaha :) THAI FOOD AT BEACH ROAD GODBRO!
i seriously bonded with everyone. i love:
mabel, you're almost like my sister, i loved sleeping beside you, singing in the shower with you, screaming wake up with you, and laughing like nuts with you. i miss kfc and coke, celery sucks!
i promise you we'll be tight no matter what happens.
natalie, you're so gorgeous and i love bling!!!!!!!!!! we're gonna dance till we're old and saggy
jabez, haha i really wanted to say something here but if i do, mabel is going to punch us. HAHA ssssooo dumb. ill just think it now and i hope you can read my mind.
BP, you're the bomb and i looooooooove you. i cant imagine life without you and when you go to the army im going to cry like anything. freak :( and bling is super awesome. NO AIR!
julian, your enthusiasm is so freaking awesome. i cant even use words to describe your awesomeness. steamboat, bbq, SHAKE IT okay (:
joseph, you're so super awesome always taking care of me like a little sister. you dance so nicely (:
ethel and mama, your hugs after my encounter gave me rest. i love you! might not have meant anything to you but the feeling in my heart was so good.
godsis, having you bring me across the line of no return was an honour. BLINGGGGGGGG(:
godbro, you've always been watching out for me and always being so sweet. you make me feel like you care and freak when you go army im going to like cry truckloads too.
elaine, thanks for praying for my when i was going hysterical on the ground. i hope i didnt frighten you with my insane crying haha.
sam, awesome job with the camp man. i take my hat off you!
lorraine, you are one crazy little girl with a humongous i dont know what. you are so awesome(: not mentioning you're a BIG BIMBO lol
melly, my secret monkey, thanks for your sweet letters and walao eh i didnt lose weight on purpose. i know you like my spectacles LOL.
pearlyn, fine lah,
jiejielovesyou, promise ill try hard to be a better sister.
i cant wait for the pictures to be uploaded. (:
all the time and energy put into the games were seriously nothing compared to the blessings i got from this camp.
I CROSSED THE LINE OF NO RETURN(:
-10:07 PM
fly high and free.
