Saturday, January 31, 2009
the future beckons.i
havent been this happy in a long long while.thank you for your belated birthday present
kor, and your "because serene is so awesome
thats why" present
bez, i absolutely LOVE it. it was such a surprise and a shock, i
couldnt even believe what i was seeing. i
couldnt even accept it because
i've never been showered with so much love before, except when
mabel used to pay for me,
haha (
im planning on doing it back to her when i start earning my own disposable income:P ) but you guys are extravagant. i
dont deserve any of it, and
im lost for words at your lavish display of affection for me.
im not someone who feel special when people give me gifts because i know some of them just buy it at the last minute and pass it to me. sure the thought counts but then i treasure spending quality time more. you guys spend all your time with me and do everything to try and make me smile. even if
im already smiling just because of your presence you just go all out for me; what can i say? i can never ever find the words enough to say, except that you guys must be angels from heaven sent down on earth because Jesus loves me so so much.
im definitely highly favoured, greatly blessed and
deeeeeeply loved.
it broke my heart seeing how exhausted both of you were today; you could barely keep your eyes opened. and im the one usually being the pig, this time keeping up because when i see you two struggling to keep awake i know you had it rough and it pains me. yet you still made time for me and met up with me instead of spending the day at home sleeping, even though i really do want you all to be sleeping because before long it'll be field camp soon, it hurts to know that you both are going to be so duper tired AGAIN. i know you both can do it though, you both are exuding proness beyond my imagination.
im praying for you and missing you terribly, pushing myself to work hard too. i
dont care if its going to be a long and
arduous journey, every single
excruciating step is worth it. just one moment of seeing your faces light up when you smile at
pasir ris, hearing your voices over the phone at night, clutching on to your strong buff arms (kor you like this right:P ) once more - all the tears and all the loneliness is more than worth it. even though times like today is going to be rare from now onwards, and i might never hear your voices for long periods of time because of school and army commitments,
im in it for the long run. its going to be a tough race but run it and never ever give up because God is our strength.
im determined to go to uni with you, buy condo next door apartments, (or
HDB) migrate and travel the world - everything, with you,
life is worth living.
this is where it all begins.
-11:37 PM
fly high and free.
