Friday, January 02, 2009
before i start this post off, KOR I MEANT TO POST THIS AT 12 MN, IF MY DAD DIDNT FORCE ME TO GO JB AND COME BACK SO LATE I WOULD HAVE, BUT IM SORRY I DIDNT MAKE IT IN TIME:( JUST KNOW THAT I WOULD HAVE IF I COULD! sorrrrry :(
i also cant believe i was in the freaking toilet pangsaing and i missed 12mn. what awesome timing really, im quite pissed hahaha ill make it up to you kor.
to the most amazing, most awesome, most handsome, cutest, sexiest, hottest, most charming, sweetest, skinniest, most hey good looking kor in the whole galaxy,
HAPPY 19 TH BIRTHDAY!!
I LOVE YOU (:

i never felt so protected and loved by anyone else other than God and parents until i met you. you know my deepest darkest secrets and i know yours, you helped me overcome so many barriers and helped me break through all my insecurities. we've shared many heart to heart talks and even though i might not have met you long enough to reach this level, we've surpassed the normal level of intimacy and im so glad to call you kor. sounds cheesy but i dont really care kor and i hope you know it(:
i look up to you as a role model in so many ways, academically, achievements wise and balancing your priorities. you're the only IP kid i know in church so it is really rather awesome that me and you can relate to each other so much. the bonus? haha you're really the one that brought me and jabez to where we are now AND I CAN NEVER THANK YOU ENOUGH FOR THAT.
come this week, both you and bez, the two people i love sooooooooo much, arent going to be able to spend as much time as we did the recent months. my heart will ache really badly when i think of you both, and you dont know how much i never ever want to say goodbye. i never want the moment to come where i'll have to see you and bez walking into camp, walking away from me. i've been through this once and it was awful, but with both of you, the intensity is way too much for me to handle ill just bury my head in my books and cry.
but i know this will be a much needed learning journey for you and bez, and i hope you get your much coveted buff bod that you've always wanted. (although i think you're sizzling hot and goodlooking already, look at how many girls vying for you kor) remember during times when you're down, that God will be your guide and He will be your strength. emo into your pod and cry into the little prince mittens without letting anyone see, and remember your meimei misses you so badly and is always thinking of you. i hope this puts a smile to your face.
last but not least, you mean the world to me..
(bez of course, means the universe and God means the galaxy, you get my drift, HAHA)
sorry lah, ill continue praying for an awesome girl to come.
of course, she'll have to get pass your mei's approval first. :P

i love you kor.
-12:12 AM
fly high and free.