Tuesday, June 02, 2009
its funny cos i know all thats happening around me.
things that im not supposed to know.
i actually know the thoughts of people
and they dont think i know.
i know more than i should.
lots of things changed since 4 years ago. and many things will change in 4 years time. whacko.
who do you think will have the last laugh?
this was exactly what i used to do to other people,
with that person.now the same person i used to do it with is doing it back to me.
hohoho.
i shouldnt know so much.
brotherly love. fellowship. what nonsense. can you even define it?
all my youth has been spent carelessly and recklessly, throwing it away with the very same group of people i thought was worth my while.
now they've turned into green eyes monsters.
some friends, oh maybe all- never have good intentions. do you think they genuinely care about you?
that's what naive people would like to think.
but who can deny the poisonous thoughts of covet?
i thought this place could be my safe haven.
and now i see i was so wrong.
who can be blamed? i was brought up this way.
how very wrong of me to be so plainly stupid.
it was a waste of 4 good years. a waste i wish i had foreseen earlier and maybe avoided it.
just watch. in a 4 years time, everything you think you own, dissipates. all things intangible.
pretty soon you might be the one in my position.
-4:37 PM
fly high and free.
