Thursday, October 15, 2009
mmm, its been a long while.
its been real crazy too. promos was challenging but exciting. i hope i did fine.
haha.
starting to get a little bit of my life back. spent time with family and recently been blessed with two new found close relationships that i really treasure. happened because our paths cross a whole lot especially since we studied together, panicked together, lost our sanity before the papers together and went crazy after promos together. in addition we bought ridiculous glasses and had an amazing "
celine dion is our idol +
wii + failed attempt at jamming" sleepover. you know who you are!
to be honest though, i still harbour inhibitions about relationships. friendships. sure, life has no meaning if you have no friends. but as i go further along the journey of life
i've come to realized that friendships are much more complex than it seems. started to wonder if friends are only made because our paths cross. i think the answer to that is well, obviously. so then does this mean that when your friends' paths no longer cross yours, they're no longer friends? i guess this will be a question that will never have a definite answer.
i hope with all my heart that my two
new found relationships will last for a lifetime. for real.
on life, well, it is starting to look up. took a number of trips and on many occasions fell flat on my face. unpleasant and embarrassing definitely. but i recovered and realized hey awesome, i still made progress. trips and falls are definitely needed to ensure that
im better than i was yesterday.
2009 is drawing to a close. (not so soon, but time passes unpredictably fast)
im astonished at how many reality checks this year presented me.
didnt all go the way i wanted it too and i had my disappointments. however with each disappointment was a hope that's brighter.
well this blog is pretty much redundant.
hahahah yes my fault. but i want it this way. and i like posting
infrequently so each post counts. this blog is pretty much for myself to read though. i gave up keeping diaries since five because firstly my mom will definitely poke her nose into it
haha and blogs are awesome cos my mom
doesnt know how to surf the net and my dad cant be bothered to do "mind rotting activities" such as this. secondly i learnt from a young age that diaries always go missing. so here i am. writing. it has this strange cleansing effect that always has me coming back.
ill be missing in action for a very long time. so till i see you.... i wish you love.
Labels: season of change
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fly high and free.
