Friday, May 21, 2010
I am exhausted! It's not even JUNE yet. oh my.
time is passing by really fast. I never seem to have enough time to complete my work. and gp and econs common test is next week! I expect to do horribly, since I've only committed 5 chapters to memory and have another 5 chapters to memorize by tuesday. I wanna cryyyy. I feel inadequate just thinking about this. I wanna do well and not get a sucky grade.
been really upset over a few things recently, sigh and sigh and sigh. why does it always have to be a one way thing. it just upsets me how people can really be so mean. I really have to force myself to smile and pretend nothings wrong.
I just can't wait for everything to be over, for me to get my LIFE back.
On a happier side note, spa is over! I officially never have to worry about breaking a test tube and having to do cwo. phew. big relief. at least I know that part of a levels is secure.
june, please, get here already. I need you to help me remove the horrible inadequate I haven't studied enough feeling.
-12:40 AM
fly high and free.
