Monday, May 24, 2010
oh man I was bored studying econs and decided to delete my friendster when I realized while looking through photos and testimonials that it brings back way too many memories. ouch.
Way too many things have changed. I think people (including me) used to be nicer.
dang. I think I prefer how it used to be. I remember being really happy.
what the heck happened?!
I think I have really good memory and if you ask me to recount the chronological events of my youth, I can.
it's like I stepped into a different world in my late teens and after drinking some potion I forgot the simplicity and warmth of the past which was sadly shortlived.
after that, a few major events took place and you learn that everything can change in just a moment.
now I'm suddenly catapulted into history, and I'm actually shocked at how drastically different my life is now compared to then. it's scary how a big chunk of time slipped away without me realizing it. it's like if I never looked back I would have lost that part of my life. it all seems so surreal to me now. I am lost for words.
sometimes it's good to stop myself in my tracks and realize how fast time is passing and to cherish what I now have.
do you believe in throwing away the old to make way for the new, or holding on to a past which is intrinsically linked to your identity now?
-3:07 PM
fly high and free.